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grow​-​up club

by BRVTVS

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1.
at the bottom is where i found the clarity to watch the ghosts of all my buried insincerities prove me wrong as i insisted otherwise you were breaking bottles in harmony in the service of your company of enemies chained to the walls and executed faithfully too much fun too much money too much nothin too much everything not enough blood not enough guts not enough anything tell me that my future's ahead of me that i'm the inevitable consequence of everything from then until now and disappointing anywaaay too much fun too much money too much nothin too much everything not enough blood not enough guts not enough anything too much fun too much come too much nothin too much everything not enough love not enough lungs not enough anything
2.
i am just a momentary boy winsome, wintry and true carved out from a pomegranate stone and paid directly to you neither old nor young nor polished in taste wait for me among the fenceposts of sorrowful shepherds who count all your sheep i'll soon be waking up so don't you weep patience, patience penitent jerome pray for ours to keep father, son and holy little ghost all know just where you sleep little horn, deny your brothers in waste wait for me beneath the lamp-post'd shadowy haunts for which you cry in your sleep let all the others watch in disbelief and so i'm shaking this last call's ghost from my bed cause the morning is breaking a bottle over my head
3.
illiterate 05:50
untrue love, right before my eyes, delivered in disguise unwaxed, unwaned, un-used up, a blasphemy of light surrendered to the night the sound, the breath of verse should but i fall in love illiterate or waste those words thrown into a rhapsody in white to justify the time i hooooooooold my breath cause i think that falling in love should be indescribable and so what's the point of even singing songs about falling in love when it's impossible to catch that fleeting, flying thing you're singing of and such a song would be irresponsible so why can't we just fall in love right now o cruel drug, right between the eyes, beleaguered by the smile that broke my brain into a providence of mind to disconnect the tie that once bound my breast to hers, before the fall when it was for the best to watch the sky fall into a thousand fiery knives that cut me every time i cloooooooose my eyes cause i think that falling in love should be irresponsible and so what's the point of even singing songs about falling in love when it's indescribable to catch that fleeting flying thing you're singing of and such a song would be impossible so why can't we just fall in love right now
4.
asymmetry 04:34
isn't it something to not understand holding my future to sift through your hands it's long been decided that nothing can change the trial is over but the jury remain haunting my home, calling the phone unrelenting, unpitying and cruel in all that i do i found the need to want to know again but i lost the strength to get up and go again and i need to find the flame to light again the light to see me through the night again it's cold and lonesome on the wrong side of asymmetry outweighted whatever you do bored and folded in a swan dive to infinity long and forever and true there was a time when i was a child and the serpent, mistaking me for its tail swallowed me whole i found the need to want to know again but i lost the strength to get up and go again and i need to find the flame to light again the light to see me through the night again i don't know what i've done to earn it and i don't know how i could deserve it but however i can hold onto it i will forever live to do it
5.
in the year of nineteen seventeen we were born in war of land and sea hallelujah our ship has come ave beulah thy will be done we're overgrown and waterlogged are we never destined to be free of duplicitous biology we could lose our little heads again and shed off all our amphibious skin to never kiss the sea again and lay down arms to drink the rain
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for norah 03:03
norah my girl, asleep in your bed a halo of sunrise gently laid upon your head norah my girl, it is true i very do love you open your eyes, it's time to awake the world will be bigger than it was just yesterday norah my girl, it is true i wanna do right by you you and me, we're made of stardust, barreling through open cosmos such an empty place to be alone satellites in constant orbit, circling the skies to forget gravity's control and spin back home norah my girl, asleep in your bed a pillow of moonlight gently laid beneath your head norah my girl, it is true i do it all for you norah my girl, it is true i very do so much love you
7.
there is a guy behind my eyes, who watches me lie, who watches me cry and there ain't a soul alive that will ever see the guy behind my eyes pouring out or packing it up or splitting the difference and hoping for a miracle i, i am the guy behind my eyes, who watches me live, who will watch me die and someone resides behind your eyes that no one can see, and neither can i
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fly by night and dead by dawn we'll run until the money is gone vindicated, liberated and ever strong vera historia and if the day should suddenly come we find ourselves in the mausoleum whether then we'll live again or nevermore vera historia nevermore vera historia stay one more night awake with me, she said, cause i'm alone and tired of this party i need a man but i guess you'll have to do cause in love, as in hand grenades and horseshoes, sometimes close enough's enough to get you through and when the light is finally gone and emptied from the heart of the sun an endless spring of night will flow forever yours vera historia forever yours, vera historia stay one more night, awake with me, she said, cause i'm alone and tired of this party i need a man but i guess you'll have to do cause in love, as in horse-grenades and hand-shoes, sometimes close enough's enough to never do

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released February 22, 2014

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